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The Morning After... I need to stop being an apathetic bastard, I guess. Birthdays should be fun, and people just want to be nice, so I should let them. I didn't think anything was wrong with not wanting people to go out of their way for anything. But, if someone wants to, then it's just mean for me to not let them. Things just seem bad, and it's a total let down when you expect for them to be good, and then they're not, so I usually just find myself preferring to not expect anything good. Then, even if I'm wrong, it's not a let down. That just depresses everyone tho. No need to do that. Apathy and Pessimism just feel so artsy. I like feeling artsy even though I can't create anything besides pollution. Dammit. Cool this week: 106.5 WEND for playing Alice In Chains, Live, Pearl Jam, Tool, and pretty much only music that I really liked on Saturday. I might listen to the radio again... Sucky this week: Patrick Bell.